So f**king done

I'm at it again. I do that thing that any girl will ever do. You meet a guy and slowly fall for him. Like that John Green quote "I fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly and then all at once" it actually happens in real life too. And it really bugs me that I act like that. I wish I wasn't that kind of girl but I am so I guess for now I have to deal with it. 

So you fall for a guy, you think the guy has fallen for you, well he says he has but by now they could literally be saying anything to get with you. Well thank f**k I'm not that kind of girl. I don't put out like that for any guy and I'm pretty damn sure I never will. 

You get the cutesie messages for 3 weeks and then boom you've known him for a month and you suddenly become what seems to be the last thing on their mind. It sucks because you're now at the stage where they're all you can think about and you know that they're moving on. I know that people have lots going on in their lives and all that jazz, but seriously way to overload on the obviousness here. Don't even get me started on the empty promises that get made if we ever do talk. 

So tonight I made a decision, I'm not going to bother with them until they bother with me now. If they care for me then they'll contact me and if not, well it was nice knowing you and I sure hope life treats you well. 

Maybe one day I'll look back on this and see what kind of things to avoid doing in future life but until then, I think it's rant over for now. 

With love,

Anonymous xoxo